A break from break.

" It's not how good you say you are, but how good others say you are."

(directed to some egomaniac, which hopefully doesn't frequent here. not like he/she will even know I am talking about he/she)

Anyways, back from my hiatus. Been awhile since I last saw this particular web page that allows me to compose and write to my heart's content. Partially due to me being so busy I skipped most of my meal, only eating once a day, usually late at night, and partially due to me being so lazy after my final submission for annual report class. I would like to thank Leon here for that particular class, in all sincerity, it is one of the classes I learnt the most from.


In any case, been through a lot of stuff recently, mostly stuff that I wont discuss with anyone, let alone post online, but it's been a rollercoaster ride, going up and down. Guess the end of a season is coming, time to tie all the loose ends in my possession. And a new one will start soon.

And oh yes, packing packing packing. I hate packing and moving, but necessary beyond anything I guess.

A Tribute

She see things in ways no one has ever seen,
She brought to us some of the most touching thoughts,
and brought Malaysia her pride in bringing numerous accolades,
and she is now gone.
Rest In Peace Yasmin, You have been a great influence and person.

Thanks for all the thoughts that you have provoked.

The kindness of strangers

...are one of the greatest blessings mankind could ever get , right below the love of one’s mother.

Because they are way more unexpected than ones from friends. Anyways, been spending the whole day playing facebook games, trying out my new tumblr account, and trying to do my packaging design for wonderbra. Do bra actually have packaging? I don't know. Our lecturer wants it regardlessly.

Today is one of those days i wonder whether i am really suited for this industry, as i find myself lazing and doing other things (procrastinating) rather than doing work. Not that i want to procrastinate, but I am just too uninspired and dispirited to work. And I find myself having outburst over small things recently. Too much things going on on top of heavy workload i guess.

Horoscopes Crap

But we all know how everyone love to read them crap, so here's it. found it from a blog... some where. I would like to firstly say that i have no incestuous or bisexual tendencies by the way.

What does your sign say about you?

Gemini: May 20th – June 20th
You are a quick and intelligent thinker. People like you because you are bisexual. You are inclined to expect too much for too little. This means you are a cheap bastard. Geminis are notorious for hitting on their siblings.

Cancer: June 21st – July 21st
You are sympathetic and understanding to other people's problems, which makes you a nosy prick. You always keep putting things off. This is why you will always be on welfare, and won't be worth a turd. Everybody in prison is a Cancer.

Virgo: August 23rd - September 21st
You are a logical type and hate disorder. Your nit-picking attitude is sickening to your coworkers. You are cold and unemotional and often fall asleep during intercourse. Virgos make good bus drivers and pimps.

Aquarius: January 21st – February 19th
You have an inventive mind and are inclined to be progressive. You lie a great deal. You make the same mistake repeatedly because you are stupid. Everyone thinks you are a jerk. You enjoy getting screwed by large inanimate objects.

Pisces: February 20th – March 19th
You have a vivid imagination and often think you are being followed by the FBI or Aliens. You have a minor influence on your friends and people resent you for flaunting what you confuse as power. You lack confidence and you smell funny.

Aries: March 20th – April 18th
You are a pioneer type and think most people are dickheads. You are quick to reprimand, impatient, and scornful of advice. You do nothing but piss off everyone you come into contact with. Basically you are a prick.

Taurus: April 19th – May 19th
You are practical and persistent. You have a dogged determination and sick-to-it-ivness because you never do anything right the first time. Most people think you are stubborn and bull-headed. You are nothing but an asshole.

Sagittarius: November 22nd – December 20th
You are optimistic and enthusiastic. You have a reckless tendency to rely on luck since you have no talent. The majority of Sagittarius are drunks. Nixon was a Sagittarius. You are indeed a worthless piece of crap.

Libra: September 21st – October 22nd
You are the artistic type and you have a difficult time with reality. If you are a male Libra, you are probably gay. Chances for employment and monetary gain are nil. Most Libra women are sluts. All Libras have one form of veneral disease.

Leo: July 22nd – August 22nd
You consider yourself a born leader. Everyone thinks you are an idiot. Most Leos are bullies. You are vain and cannot tolerate honest criticism. Your arrogance is disgusting. Leos are thieving deep shits and enjoy masturbating more than sex.

Capricorn: December 21st – January 20th
You are conservative and are afraid of taking risks. You are basically a chicken-shit. There has never been a Capricorn of any importance. You should kill yourself.

Scorpio: October 23rd – November 21st
The worst of the lot!!! You are shrewd in business and cannot be trusted. You shall achieve the pinnacle of success because of your total lack of ethics. You are a perfect son-of-a-bitch. Most Scorpios are MURDERERS.

Tomatoes makes my tastebuds churn

Been lazy, spending my time to read comic, play restaurant city and barn buddy for the whole day. I thought I deserved it since we just finished one of the class for the turn. But boy will i be wrong. I don;t wanna fail corporate literature class. D:

Anyways, went to KFC for dinner. No rice, so i packed a twister instead. The amount of tomatoes are abnormally a lot, compared to the usual. I personally HATE them, but I could eat them if they are covered mostly by other ingredients, like flour or what not, however today's was so much that it dominated part of it, where it is cluttered at. Disgusting.

And I'm not one to use curse words, and the amount of times i use the f word in a month could be counted with my ten fingers, however, I am just addicted to this song by Lily Allen. The tempo reminisce Carpenters, but the lyrics are a world apart. I love the irony of it. =)
(By the way, i didn't type them out, so it does not count towards my monthly allowance of the word. It's from google. =)

LILY ALLEN f*** you

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
Then look a bit harder
'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired
Of all the hatred you harbor

So you say it's not okay to be gay
Well, I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get, do you get a little kick
Out of being small minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after
Well, that's not how you find it

Do you, do you really enjoy
Living a life that's so hateful?
'Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you

You say you think we need to go to war
Well, you're already in one
'Cause it's people like you that need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you

And to top it off, here's the video:

A journey to the food and beverage aisle

Yeah. it was sort of a journey for me, at least today. Due to certain reasons I've been feeling really melancholic today.

Anyways, was walking along the beverage aisle and saw this peach tea that i bought once in my childhood. During that time, powdered drinks such as this which did not need hot water to mix was such a miracle for me. And i remember when i bought it, how much i tried to save it to last the longest it could. Haha, guess that was how naive i was. Time sure have passed.
Also, i discovered a gem of an ice cream, Mango and Vanilla flavoured, by an obscure brand. The packaging wasn't bad but the ice cream was awesome, it was creamy and the flavour combination was really good. Can't wait to eat it later.

Was just think as I walked past those aisles and saw nostalgic food and drinks, thinking how time has passed and what memories have already been captured in my fickle and whimsical brain. I wonder what tomorrow will bring that will make me happy when i reminisce upon it.

Anyways, back to my comic reading session.

Don't McD feed their workers?

Was at KFC for dinner and saw this two McD workers there. Such irony eh. Anyways, today's chicken was double the usual size, but lacks flavor. Kinda sucky, even their mashed potato is bitter.

Wide awake at 3.30am

Clearly the product of overtiming on assignments, the alck of sleep and abundance of red bull has screwed up my biological clock. And to add on to the pain that was yesterday, besides rushing assignments till morning, I laosai-ed 3 times and my Indesign crashed 5 times. Not good.

On the other hand, if I am ever to get a dog, it would be a papillon, just saying. =)

Indulgence #1

Picture found on flickr, courtesy of Grandma Tina

Feeling tired. In need of sleep, but Red Bulls shall sustain me for at least 2 more day. Works are really piling up rampantly these few weeks.

On a happier note, just had dinner at "Buffalo's Steakhouse" which is just across where i live, though i need to walk a long walk because of the road. That aside, just tried their Peach Slush today. It was freaking nice, specifically because they used real peach(es?) and not powder. Peaches has always been one of my favourite fruit, I mean, who can hate them? they are sweetly beautiful and are even considered to be fruits of gods.

Runaway

I lost my thumbdrive twice last week. And had to use my old and wounded one, wasn't a pleasant experience. Funny that something so insignificant seem so important once lost. Good thing was it was found, but it does make me think that it , along with many other stuff and people have been taken for granted too often. Sorry for that.

Also, Sunday is officially sleepless night day. Two Sundays in a row with less than 2 hours of sleep and a can or two of red bull. Gugh.

Stupid Day.

My fan fell and broke into pieces.

And i lost my thumbdrive AGAIN.

sigh.

Who am I?

We frequently use "I". But how often have me thought who is this "I"?
Your name? (Mine is Kelvin) But there are hundreds, if not thousands or millions of people with the same name.

Our physical manifestation? What if i accidentally (touches wood) sliced myself into equal parts of two? Would it be like how amoeba splits into two separate entity? Which one would i be then? Or would i be like a pair of twins? But even twins have a separate thought system.

Ok, maybe that was a bit far-fetched, but I hope you see my point.

So what is you take on being? Who are you? What constitutes you?

In Remembrance Of, Before All Is Lost And Forgotten Part 1

Second post of the day. Probably should be doing work, but for some reason i find this post important for me. Some of the few places where I yearn to remember , along with the few people that my mind still holds with the place. You do not have to read this by the way, it's more of a collection of my memory that i may remember.

Home
-Mom
-Dad
-Little Brother

Kindergarden, Forgot the Name already
-First crush, Kimberly Monteiro or some hard to pronounce surname.
-First friend, some kid with this black bangle around one of his hand or leg

Primary School, SRK La Salle
-Lee Kwong Yew, once best friends, lost contact after PTS. Rarely chats on MSN, but at least i still have his contact.
-Puan Amy Beh, My Standard 1 English/Moral teacher turned newspaper( The Star) cookign column writer.
-Puan Kung, who made me sit outside the class for not passing up my work(I threw my homework away.)
-Puan Latifah, my Standard 6 class teacher who cried when i got straight A results. I was in the "worst" class, sort of. Thanks for the support for em to take PTS, but i still don't think it was a good choice. Sorry.
-The canteen which sold kacang putih for 20 cent per packet
-Some other friends who palyed football with me
-That cameron highland trip where we thought we're gonna be killed by gangsters

Secondary School, St Michael's Institution
-Sheng Yuen, the friend that could stand sitting beside me for 5 whole years
-Gavin/Jason, for withstanding my annoyance
-Guo Zheng, for the always wise inputs
-Guo Tjen, uhm, hope you're better now
-Seng Long, For organizing all the events
-Julian, for those times i took taxi to kampung tawas for rm14 to and fro, just to play warcraft 3
-Seng Foo, for those animes you burnt for me
-Jared Ee, for standing up for me that one time
-LSL,This one best friend that turned sour, sorry bout that.
-Kien San, sorry for that time you got slapped. It was still fun though.
-Puan Shiela, for being nice though i was terribly lazy and bad. =)
-Datin Mahadewa, for those RM1 u collected from those naughty classmates that enabled us to have the best class party that year.
-Puan Leela, for being a proactive teacher, the trip to that ostrich farm was deliciously fun.
-Mr Louis, for being the best principal ever, would have talked more to you had i been more mature
-Brother Matthew, you had always been a great and fun art teacher
-Miss Salwana, for the sweets you gave us. =)
-All the other classmates, i might not have liked you, or you might not have liked me, but i am still thankful for you guys. =)

CGBC
-Aunt Lindy, you're one of the best leader i ever had. thanks for taking care of me thus far.
-Liang Hin. I've always looked up to you, but what you have attained seem so out of reach to me, would like have talked to you more, had i not been so insecure of myself.
-A. For being the second crush i had. Don't think you realize any of this feelings, but i guess that's good too.
-Timothy and Silas mates, you people are the best. Hope you all are doing well in all that you re doing thus far.
-Kian Hin+ Addie. For trying to bring me to your group ( i think). You guys are too cool though, I'm afraid of rejection, =)
-Toon Hun, for being a good friend. I am sorry that we haven't been catching up. Guess that's life.

The One Academy
-Anna, Julina, Yung Ling. Thanks for being good friends. =)
-Nina, Juliana, Rachel, Christina. You guys are always awesome for some reason. Sorry about that incident Rachel, didn't think that it has such an impact. And Chris, haha, you're the cutest Pet/Friend.
-Mish+Chelle, Zheng. Thanks for tolerating me. =)
-Jennifer. For being an eye candy and a fun friend.
-Yvonne. Thanks for fethcing me to and fro from time to time, I appreciate it. Would like to ahve known you better, you're really nice.
-Chrystal. You're better than you think. Thanks for all the lessons you taught me.
-JT. Thanks for being a great housemate. You're one of the best housemates i ever had, beside my mom of course.
-Shaza. Your work is awesome, and you're a better person than you think you are. Everyone has their own flaws no matter how perfect we think they are.
-Chen, for being a good leader. No matter what you think, I do not think anyone of us could have done a better job.
-The rest of batch 68. Thanks for being aprt of my memory. I would have wrote down each and everyone's name but that would take too long. I am thankful for you guys.
-IChing, Sharon, Lisim. You are some of the funnest lecturers ever. Thanks!
-Sio Yean+Jean,Pinky, May Ann, Margaret. For being concerned lecturers, thanks for taking care of our well-being from time to time. Thanks pinky for all the trips. =)
-Leon+Joseph. For being lecturers that i look up to. Thanks for your contribution in the college.

ACTS

-Evan: Thanks for being a good leader. Sorry for being such a bad follower. Most of all thanks for being such an awesome friend. I always appreciate you insights and travelling with you.
-Kailing/Kamini/Tessie/Su Chee: Tahnks for being caring friends. I am thankful for your presence and support. Tahnks Su Chee for bringing me out from time to time too.
-Zuanne, Travis, Abigail and ACTS TV crew that i am know. Thanks for spending time with me, bringing me out for meals and what not. It meant a lot to me. =)
-Joel. Thanks for the times you led me. Sorry if I disappoint you.
-Pastor Kenneth and Pastor Sandra, for caring for each and everyone that came to ACTS. I appreciate it. tahnks for taking the time to remember me.
-ACTS church members. Thanks for being there. For those who knew me personally and spent time with me, i thank you for that.

Archicentre
-Miss Lee, Yoga, Seah, Evonne, and the rest of the 3rd floor staff. Thanks for being such great colleaques. Also thanks for the fish head misua. It's awesomely delicious.
-Dr Tan. For giving me the intern even though I only had 2 weeks. =) Hope i helped lessen the burden.

AYA
-Mia Palencia for being the most awesome Vocal coach ever. I learnt much from your sessions.
-Choir Members, for the time and cooperation you guys had. Also for the tolerance.
-Sarah/Jessica/Elder Shirley+Kien Yak/Pastor Andy/ Pastor Alex/ Rachel/ Etc. It was a very fun time i had with you guys. Thanks again.


End of part 1.

Somedays just aren't as nice as the others

Today is one of those days where I get melancholic at. Actually it's been like this for weeks, maybe even months, but it's just worse today.

I've been thinking recently, whether what I have done and learned in college this 3 years + of my life is enough. Honestly, today I don't think so. Thing is, all my works so far is actually quite half-cooked. Sketches and half-hearted works. Stuff that I am not proud to show, or to use as portfolio. And today, I was showing my sketch that I spent 1 night on to our lecturer / client. Wasn't even looked at. Perhaps it's just ego, but even though I am not proud of my work, I have never considered it bad.

Moreover right, the event i went to, Urbanscape right, had this one guy that had H1N1 there. Bloody hell. Sick people dun simply go everywhere la. Stay at home. Don't simply infect people. And I'm too busy/broke to go for checkup, so far no symptoms yet though.

Gah.

Anyways! Popeye's in pyramid sucks. The chicken taste like KFC without flavouring or taste. The only saving grace was their coleslaw and mashed potatoes. Other than that... Blergh.

And Zee Avi is freaking awesome! If you've not listened to her before, try looking for her song, "Bitter Heart". It's an uplifting song despite the lyrics and title. Sorta like Norah Jones meet Jason Mraz.



Also, Samantha, i know you are reading this. I am also exceptionally sad cause i didn't get my lime. D:

Electric Ran Out, Too.

Sunway had a blackout. Thank god that my house isn't in the blackout zone.

And baby products are one of the hardest to do, in my little opinion.

Time Is Running Out.

A dawn of realization fell upon me today. Term is ending. My 3 years+ 1 extra DG term is coming to an end. Well, if i don't fail anything. That aside, I haven't exactly done much progress in my work. Bloody Hell, I hope i don't fail anything. Gah.

Whimsically Random Post #1

If i ever start an ice-cream shop, i'd name it Nice Cream. Don't try to rip my name off, it's copyrighted btw. =)

Finally It's Done

After months and months of procrastination, i present you my blog! =)

Whimpering here, msn suck so hard. I can't log in properly! Bloody hell man.